Hope: A Shining Beacon
My grandmother passed away
shortly before my fifteenth birthday. I wasn’t as close to her as I wish now
that I was, despite living in the same house for over a year. I always thought
I had time. I was fourteen; I would figure out a way to approach her, to talk
to her about her past without feeling awkward, like I was intruding. Later.
Always later.
That January was hard, on my
mother especially. I missed school, and because of it, I ended up having to
write three exams on the day of my fifteenth birthday. One of these was for
Drama class…a class I regretted picking due to my stage fright. But the last
thing I wanted to be was a disappointment -- to my mother or myself. I held up
the lure that after I made this last presentation, I wouldn’t have to step into
the spotlight again (ha!). Once I finished my exams, I had a birthday to
celebrate.
Everybody needs something to spur
them towards an end goal, even when that goal seems out of reach. It doesn’t
have to be as large-scale and all-encompassing as the war in my newest book, Hellish Haven. Sometimes it can be
something small. The lure of a day off at the end of an exhausting work week.
Whatever it is, hope is a powerful thing.
One of the best motivators is a
celebration. It feels like a reward for all your troubles in getting there.
Whether it’s a lunch at a nice restaurant celebrating a recent achievement, or
even a holiday.
I set Hellish Haven in December for a reason. They face a years-long war
in which they’ve made no progress defeating the enemy, the government taking
away all freedoms -- including freedom of thought by means of brainwashing and
drugs heightening the susceptibility to suggestion. More than that, Grant and
Miguel have recently had to face the crumbling of their family when Grant’s
wife, Eva, is captured by the enemy. That beacon keeping them carrying on is
that Christmas will come.
And surely, if nothing else,
Christmas will bring a miracle. Something to be thankful for.
The first time Eva returns to
them, they are overjoyed. Young Miguel attributes it to Santa granting his
Christmas wish early. Grant doesn’t analyze it too deeply, he doesn’t wonder
how exactly she managed to escape from an all-but-impenetrable holding
facility. He holds onto that hope that she is alive, that she is safe with him
once again.
Right up until Eva is recaptured
by an enemy who shouldn’t know her location.
Hope is a powerful motivator. It
can keep you moving forward when you would rather give up. But hope, in itself,
cannot craft results. If you never put in the hard work to earn your promotion,
you will never have that celebratory lunch. Nothing will happen if you wish for
it. You have to also take steps toward achieving it.
That is a lesson Grant has to
learn for himself. It’s a lesson I had to learn from my three-exam birthday. I
could have used my grandmother’s passing as an excuse and let my grades slip. I
didn’t. I aced my exams and had good reason to celebrate that accomplishment at
the end of the day…along with all the other hard work I’d put into school over
the past year.
Hope, having something to look
forward to, can guide the way. But you have to propel yourself in the right
direction.
Hellish Haven
L.K. Below
Genre: Dystopian Romance
Publisher: Kensington Publishing Corp.,
Lyrical Press Imprint
Date of Publication: November 17, 2014
ISBN: 9781616506254
ASIN: B00NJ0VL6A
ASIN: B00NJ0VL6A
Number of pages: 72
Word Count: 33,718
Cover Artist: Renee Rocco
Book Description:
Two lives. Two realities. But only one truth.
The Senator reigns all-powerful in a manifested picture-perfect world. No worries. No wars. Only the unspoken threat of oblivion if you step a toe out of line. On the other side of the divide, the rebels face a debilitating war against an invulnerable robotic army. Every day is a struggle to earn back their freedoms. Freedom to feel. Freedom of speech. Freedom of thought.
Sergeant Grant Baker is pivotal to the war effort. But ever since his wife’s abduction, he’s been walking around in as much of a daze as the Senator’s brainwashed citizens. Then Eva reappears—without memories of him or their son. And he’s willing to do anything to keep her. Even if it means jeopardizing the war.
Eva doesn’t know which side to believe. Her predictable life as a single nurse, or the man claiming to be her husband. All she knows is she needs to discover how to end the war, quickly. If she doesn’t choose sides soon, she may lose the man—and the life—she never knew she wanted.
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Excerpt
Acting as
vanguard for the injured squad, Grant turned a corner and froze. A hulky man
carried a limp woman over his shoulder.
Grant
automatically reached for his gun. Even if they weren’t yet across the divide,
he couldn’t stand idle as a man accosted a woman. Or worse. He aimed the rifle
at the criminal. “Set her down nice and easy.”
The man froze.
He glanced over one meaty shoulder, his unshaven mouth set in a scowl.
“Set her down,
or I’ll shoot.”
A gold tooth
flashed as the criminal grinned. He hurled the small woman at Grant and dashed
for the slim space between two buildings.
Grant moved
without thinking. His gun clattered to the ground as he lunged forward to catch
the woman before she split her head open on the sidewalk. He grunted as he
caught her with her weight against his bruised forearms. He shot a flickering
glance her way. A riot of brown curls obscured her face. He set her gently on
the ground.
He dashed for
the opening the shady figure had disappeared into, but saw no sight of the man.
The delinquent was long gone.
Ashland panted
as he jogged to Grant’s side. “What happened?”
If Grant never
heard that question again, it would be too soon. He shook his head wearily.
“Mugging, I guess.”
“They still have
those here? I thought the Senator brought an end to violence.” Ashland drew
sarcastic quotes in the air as he spoke.
Grant didn’t
bother to answer. He turned to the woman and where his squad was now gathered.
A horrified private glanced from the woman to Grant and back again. “What do
you want us to do with her…sir?”
If they left
her, the Senator’s people might find her and stick her back in the pen with the
rest of their brainwashed sheep. Then again, that same goon might double back
to continue what he started.
He crossed to
the woman and crouched to lift her into his arms. Her tangled hair fell away
from her face. He nearly dropped her. “Eva?”
Frantically, he
pressed his ear to her chest. Her breathing was shallow, but her heartbeat
steady and strong. He clutched her tighter. He couldn’t believe it.
He’d found his
wife.
About the Author:
L.K. Below wrote Hellish Haven to bring her love of Orwell’s classic 1984 into the modern day…or near future, as it turns out.
She reads as obsessively as she writes and likes to Tweet about both at @LBelowtheauthor.
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