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Thursday, September 8, 2022

My Failure as a Gardener Guest Blog with Barb Lien-Cooper




(Barb Lien-Cooper is co-author of (among other things) the prose novel THE TALKING CURE: A NOVEL OF MAGIC AND PSYCHIATRY, available starting August 31st, 2022)

I’ve always dreamed of a garden where I would grow vegetables, herbs, and flowers.I imagined myself harvesting herbs, making medicinal teas, and making organic soups and roasted veggies for myself.

I have a house now, and it’s a sweet, loving place to live. Unfortunately, the garden is not a hospitable place for any but the hardiest plants. The soil is poor. I tried to enrich the soil, but it seemed like every Texas rainstorm just washed the soil away. It doesn’t help that the area behind my house seems to be on a slight slant. Everything I tried failed. Various dams and blocks didn’t do a bit of good.

Many years ago, my husband bought me a couple of aloe vera plants that I had great luck with for a long time. I put the aloe vera plants in a couple of big pots. I would lovingly put coffee grounds around the roots and even pasta water whenever I made pasta since I’d read that doing so would help my plants grow. The plants grew to be small giants, and I felt proud. I felt even prouder when the “pups” of the plants grew big enough for me to put into other pots. For years, I would protect the aloe vera plants against the garden slugs and the elements...Then a killer Texas winter storm destroyed my plant babies. Oh, I tried my best to protect them with blankets and bring the plants inside, but the Texas winter won out in the end.

So, I gave up. I decided that my garden just didn’t want me to interfere with it nor to try to make it do anything for which I’d hoped.

The ivy that was part of my wedding, which we just threw on the soil and said “grow or don’t grow,” gets so big every year that I have to prune it or else my neighbors would have to deal with it. The butterfly bush (a very tall buddleja americana, I guess?) that my mother-in-law gave me flourishes. It started smaller than me but now is now more than twice my size. The trees outside of my house drop seeds, so little trees are growing all over the place. Some people might see chaos, disorder, or even ugliness in my garden, but I don’t.I see wild beauty, and how reliant nature is when left alone.

My garden exists, just not how I envisioned it. Instead of an orderly place, my garden is Where the Wild Things Are. Bugs and slugs and snakes and lizards have made my garden my home. Birds come into my garden to protect themselves from the rain, sleet, snow, and heat. I especially like seeing the cardinals that come to sit on my fence this year, as two of them seem to be falling in love. When I’m really lucky, a possum or squirrel comes to sit on my garden fence or sleep in the butterfly bush. At night, bats fly around the sky (because this is Austin, home of a huge bat colony that we’re extremely lucky to have because they protect us from mosquitos). During the day, you can see hawks or buzzards flying in circles, compelling and addictive to watch. Sometimes, I’ll see a frog hop across the patio, and I’ll smile.

I have a patio umbrella that will not stand straight, no matter what I do to make it do so. I find its inability to conform to be a little bit like who I am inside. I don’t exactly try to be different.I just am. And like me, a person who has been through many of life’s storms, that umbrella tilts and leans, but, even during the worst thunderstorms, it doesn’t completely fall down. I’ve had to readjust the umbrella a few times, but it’s a stubborn thing.“No, I want to lean this way,” it always says.

I spend a lot of time in my small, unruly garden: I pace back and forth, thinking my thoughts, voicing the opinions in my head, and writing outlines for stories and novels.I see scenes very clearly when I’m with the ivy and the butterfly bush and the rebellious little trees that always find a place to grow.

My garden has shown me that sometimes when you try and force life to work a certain way, life defies you, but if you let life take its own course, you’ll have something different than what you wanted, but you’ll still be able to find beauty there if you look hard enough.




The Talking Cure -A Novel of Magic and Psychiatry
The Cutter/Mann Series
Book One
Barbara Lien-Cooper and Park Cooper

Genre: slow build paranormal romance 
Publisher: Wicker Man Studios
Date of Publication: Aug 2022
Number of pages: 434
Word Count: 85,000

Book Description: 

--Zach Cutter claims he's not really an antiques dealer as such, but that he's really a supernatural investigator.

--Zach claims he's got repressed memories, missing at least a year of his life, probably more.

--Zach claims he can do magic. Not stage magician magic-- real magic.

--Zach claims he's got feelings for his new psychiatrist, Dr. Cynthia Mann.

--Zach claims a lot of problematic things.

But they're all true.

After a disturbing case in New York made Dr. Cynthia Mann wonder if the supernatural might actually be real, she's started her life and her practice all over again in Cleveland, where she meets a new patient, stranger than any she’s ever met before—and far more charming than anyone she’s ever met, too. 

During the progress Zach makes as Cynthia’s patient, he tells her stories about his past, and their relationship slowly edges from a doctor-patient one to a friendship—and Zach clearly wouldn’t mind if it became more. 

Together, Cynthia and Zach will eventually have to find a way for him to get out of the trouble he stumbled into long ago...


Excerpt

“You’re really going to make me do magic, aren’t you?”

“Yes. I can’t believe your story otherwise.”

He reached out to some fresh roses that were in a vase on my desk. “Watch,” he said.

No magical energy came from his fingers, and nothing felt or looked any different. He was just... touching them. But he looked at me as if he’d done something. “...You didn’t do anything,” I said.

“Touch the petals.”

As I reluctantly reached out to the petals he’d been touching, his fingers, drawing away, touched my hand. “C’mon, they won’t bite you,” he said. Then he reached out again, and guided my hand across the petals of the flower.

The roses had been real that morning—I’d put them in fresh water.

But now they were fake flowers, made of silk. “You have nice hands,” he said.

I took back my hand. “What did you do to my flowers?”

“Magic,” he said.

“Slight-of-hand magic, you mean. You could have just distracted me...”

Zach sighed and raised his hand, showing me his palm, the fingers splayed out like he was about to start pointing to it and lecturing me about palm-reading. Then he lowered it down until his hand was laid out flat on my desk. I watched his hand lower, then I watched it sit there, waiting for something to happen. His hand didn’t move... nothing seemed to move... though there was some slight change I couldn’t put my finger on.

After a few seconds, I looked more closely around his hand at the desktop. The top of the desk was transparent.

My desk had been made of wood. Now, however, the entire desk was made of glass.

It was still exactly the same shape. It was at least the same weight, since it didn’t budge when I pushed at it.

I pulled out a drawer. A glass drawer slid out, on metal wheels turning on metal rails screwed into the glass by metal screws. I hadn’t really needed to pull out the drawer—I could already see, somewhat, what was inside: regular-old, boring white envelopes, some staples, paperclips, pens.

All faintly visible through see-through glass, glass with a woody brown tint to it... and a sort of vague wood grain set into it somehow...

“Don’t worry, it’ll only last a few hours, then it’ll change back to wood,” Cutter assured me.

What. In the world.

I stared at him for almost half a minute. He looked at me patiently. It was as if we were trying to “read” each other, trying to figure out... I don’t know. Each other, I guess.

I looked away first. “I’m sorry, Zach, but you’re not a client of mine yet... I can’t... until I get to know you... I don’t just give out sleeping pills... I’m sure other doctors might, but...”

“I don’t want another doctor. I want you, Cynthia.”

Great. The first handsome, smart guy I’d met in a while, and not only did he have to be a potential client, he was some sort of... magician...? “I’m not sure that would be...” I said, “I mean...” On top of everything else, I found that I was blushing.

“What if I told you that...well, uh... I actually... it’s not just sleeping pills... seriously, I do have some real problems...”

“What sort of problems...?”

“...Repressed memories.”

“Oh? When did that start?”

He smiled weakly. “After Celeste died. The time right before that is very fuzzy. And the time right after that is pretty much lost to me. I lost months... probably a lot more time than that.” He glanced at a clock on the wall and grinned a winning smile. “But I imagine my time’s up for today...”

“Yes, I suppose it is...”

“Unless you’d like to go out to dinner with me...?”

“Mr. Cutter, if you’re to be my client, I can’t... we can’t meet socially...”

“I’ve always liked women who have a bit of an authoritarian side to them...”

I took out my appointment book. “Let’s get you an appointment for next time. I don’t really appreciate walk-ins, and...”

“—Argh, I hate sticking to appointments. Being a magician isn’t exactly a 9-to-5 job...”


About the Authors:

Barb Lien-Cooper is originally from Minnesota. She was a guitarist/singer-songwriter, and got an album put out on the Imp label. However, she also had health issues: Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and fibromyalgia and extreme environmental sensitivities and allergies. (She also has Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder due to issues involving her family of origin.)

For a while, brain fog from the CFS and the fibro made it harder for her to read long and involved works of fiction... So (since she'd always loved them in her childhood) she got into reading comics and graphic novels, particularly the comparatively avant-garde work coming out at that time from DC Comics.

Park Cooper was born and raised in central Texas he read a lot of books and comic books—and then one day, someone in the letter columns of the comic Sandman announced that they were doing a fanzine for readers of that comic. Barb and Park both wrote in.

Park liked the writing Barb submitted to the fanzine, and he wrote to her, and they began writing to each other. Then they started talking on the phone... they fell in love... they started visiting one another...

Then they got married! (To each other!)

They wrote about comics and popular culture for some websites (some of them award-winning), and wrote a lot of reviews and articles and things.

A little after that, Barb started writing her comic Gun Street Girl, and a little after that, they started adapting and editing many, many manga for major American publishers importing manga (and sometimes their South Korean and Chinese counterparts) from the far side of the Pacific. Near the end of this, Barb and Park wrote the manga pitch The Hidden for TokyoPop, perfectly timed to appear the week that that company fell apart.

Then Barb and Park wrote the sci-fi vampire graphic novel Half Dead for Marvel Comics and Dabel Brothers Productions.
 
Somewhere around this time, Park successfully completed his Ph.D. in literature, and then Barb and Park wrote a vampire prose novel, and Park started writing his cyberpunk comic Swipe for Angry Viking Press, and there were also other various short stories and novels and non-manga-related editing jobs, too many to bother counting here...

These days, Barb and Park live happily together in Austin, Texas.







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